28th April 2012

kredit: Nero. tempat: titi gantung, denai larian, pengkalan asam, kangar, perlis.

kredit: Nero. kek dan buku from tehah sayang. aiskrim taken by subi comei. kad from umai cun!hihi

it's the day

saya berusia 21 tahun

(err..21? ermmm...dewasa? alamak!hadoi)

sedih la pulak rase

dah 21 tahun

tapi

Ya Allah

di tahap manakah hamba-Mu ini? T_T

semoga...

dengan kurniaan usia ini

aku mampu..menggunakan ia dengan sebaik-baiknya

anyway

terima kasih banyak-banyak

thank you very much

syukran jazilan kathira

kepada semua

yang mengucapkan selamat

dan 

yang mendoakan saya

semoga doa-doa kalian 

diperkenankan oleh-Nya

amin...

kepada 

yang sudi memberikan saya

sedikit penghargaan

for my day

little present of appreciation that i will always remember

dan

tidak lupa juga

kepada yang sudi...

spent some time with me

sanah helwah untuk kembar saya di maktab ini

Aina yang tomei

 *thanks for the happy birthday song..and..cupcakes song too!!

appreciating everything that you guys had gave me very3 much

semoga Allah membalas jasa dan budi baik kalian

and

not to forget

to my parents

especially my mom

who had gave birth of me

and they both

had gave me a lot since i was born

i was born a day after their 1st anniversary :D

this year

was a little bit different from last year

yes of course

because this year i had turned 21

and me

well...

i am still having this teen's look

it's funny when

when i met people..and their first thought was i am still in my secondary school year

but when i told them that i am 21

they tend to be surprised..hahaha

and

i really hope

that this increasing of age

is in line with my 'amalan'

insyaAllah

ooh....i like this small thing...haha~ 

record yang dekat kedai saje la yang mampu dibuat..huhu

yesterday

knew something

some truth

that had been kept for so long

that made me cried

i wasn't mad to that person for tht incident

but i am a bit disappointed why not telling me the truth earlier

but

i hope i can holding on to this phrase strongly

"what He takes today is what He want to-give-that-is-more-better by tomorrow.."

[credited]

and

i will try to

hopes.enjoy.smile.

kredit: hasil Nero.

everything in life is temporary.

so if things are going good, enjoy it because it won't last forever.

and if things are going bad, don't worry.

it can't last forever either.

always

kredit: hasil Nero. collection of November 2011

always remember that,

no matter how useless you feel,

you're someone's reason

to 

SMILE

and

always do remember that,

how lonely you feel,

ALLAH is always there for you

*yesterday..i was in progress of finishing my last my assignments to be submitted today

only one more reflections left

if i really take the time to write it

i probably..will..take less than an hour

but...just suddenly

i lost the idea on how to write and what to write

i can't stand just sit through and staring at those blank pages on my laptop's screen

waiting for those ideas and words to come to me

so

i took the initiatives to edit a picture

to easen my feeling..wahaha (can i say it like that?hihi)

i checked through all those files of photos that i had in my laptop

found the file of photos of November 2011

and found that

i thought it was kinda interesting

edited some

and

came to the part of thinking of what words to be suited with it

googled up something on google images

found some interesting phrases

so just went on to finish the task

and finally putting the watermark part

already stuck up with that 'baybort' name i guess

and

it's done!

alhamdulillah

after i put that photo on the net

wahhh

then the spirits and ideas came

alhamdulillah

hihihi

so my work was done before 12am

doing some printing job 

and..

it's all up kept nicely in the file :)

but...

still took hours before really going to bed (aaa...nearly two hours after that..hihi)

well

that's generation Y's life...isn't it?hehehe

well..enough with it..i just wanna stress on the photo here..

sebiru warna langit

[hasil asha]

Katakanlah: Siapakah yang memberi rezeki kepadamu dari 

langit dan bumi, atau siapakah yang kuasa (menciptakan) 

pendengaran dan penglihatan, dan siapakah yang mengeluarkan yang hidup dari yang mati dan mengeluarkan 

yang mati dari yang hidup, siapakah yang mengatur segala 

urusan? Maka mereka akan menjawab: Allah. Maka katakanlah: Mengapa kamu tidak bertaqwa (kepada-Nya)?

(AQ surah Yunus: 31)

*langit ciptaan Allah itu amat luas..

*pokok itu mampu hidup, tumbuh subur walaupun di dinding..kerana kuasa-Nya

*tidakkah kita mahu bertaqwa kepada-Nya?

*muhasabahlah..dengan apa sahaja yang ada di sekeliling kita..kerana semuanya adalah 

ciptaan Allah Yang Maha Esa..semoga kita akan tergolong dalam kalangan orang-orang yang 

bertaqwa insyaAllah

setiap ciptaanNya adalah tanda cintaNya.. dan cintaNya hanya dapat dinikmati bagi orang-orang yang berfikir ;) [credited: Capix Shinobu, 25 April 2012]

gnomeo & juliet

this evening

after done speeding doing two reflections of few last assignments to be submitted

(whereas students from other classes already done with all of their assignments *sigh*)

i watched this movie, entitled 'Gnomeo & Juilet'

had fun watching it

really...cuz...i... like to watch animation movie..(still full with child spirits..hehe~ well..i have yet reaching 21 years old..kui3~ and anyway..my looks make people will say i'm still a secondary school student..wahaha~)

this movie was just a renovation of romeo & juliet story..but..in the form of gnomes love..interesting isn't it?

few of the screen shot of this movie..hehe

i really like this one.. ;D

that's them..when they were on their first date..of their doom love..the blue one is gnomeo..the red one is juliet

syukur

nama: bunga kesidang. lokasi: dik, ipg kp. tangkapan: nero.

bersyukurlah

dengan apa sahaja yang kita ada

dengan apa yang Allah SWT kurniakan kepada kita

ucapkanlah 

ALHAMDULILLAH

untuk sekecil-kecil kurniaan sekalipun

dan jangan lupa

untuk dugaan/ujian juga

garlic oh garlic

[credited] it's garlic..

[credited] and this one..bunga garlic and how it looks before jadi garlic like the picture above..beautiful isn't it?

bismillah

dh masuk hari sabtu..nearly two..not sleeping yet..ish..

just done sending 19 emails for about two hours few minutes ago because the line during those time is just a bit faster than walking snail..haih..[but i just love doing it.. ^^ in the meantime while waiting...i played some games (err..exactly..two types of games..after some time not playing it..hihi) and listening to bro Maher Zain's songs..just four (number one for me, freedom, the chosen one, i believe)]

the reason why i put some pictures of garlic up there because

i think that i had some garlic allergy

it just happened..hmm..few months back then

but before this..i never realise it..and not even thinking of because of what i ate

but today..it just happened that..i got the symptom of nausea..and just felt wanting to relate it to what i had ate which was cooked with garlic as spices..and felt want to check about garlic allergy..

 and..i had few symptoms..

but..i am not really sure whether this is really a garlic allergy or not

because..

according to a friend of mine which is a doctor to be..he said that allergy should have started since small

and..in my case..it just happened a few months back..

but he said..i better go to the doctor..to do the diagnosis..

and to check my blood pressure..

because i might having low blood pressure

(tapi asyik duk lewat sokmo je..baguslah tu..haha)

hahhh

so..the conclusion is

i need to see a doctor

though he said he will do some checking on my health prob

and to check my blood pressure

(bile la nak boleh dapat donate blood ni?huhu)

hmm...waiting for the good news insyaAllah :)

have a good day y'all ^^ :D

*just done another job with the geng..it's fun this time..can help you guys ;)

a week passed

Ketika ketabahan sedang diuji, maka kesabaran adalah kuncinya!

insyaAllah..walaupun ia datang bertimpa-timpa..semoga dapat terus sabar dan tabah

[personal collection] InsyaAllah..allahumma amiin...

last thursday, got a call at 7 something in the morning..got news that my ayah had an accident..that time i didn't know yet how serious he is..and what kind of injuries he had..because my mek didn't get all the info yet...but during afternoon..found out that his left broken ankle was broken..Allah...super dugaan..to him and us all..after some deep thought decided to go back friday night..and have my journey back to perlis on sunday morning..so i only had one full saturday to be at home..alhamdulillah i can take care of him in the ward even just for awhile..on saturday's evening..it was really worthy..cuz i had many first hand experience that evening..that was very meaningful to me..as in the future when he might go forever..so i had those memories to be remembered..

[dari asha] kaki ayah..yg disnap pada sabtu petang

and the previous day..which was wednesday..had a call from mek..she informed me that my grand uncle had just passed away..after some kinda long ill..alhamdulillah i had the chance to pay him a visit during last holiday..so i wasn't feeling so much aggrieved..but..still felt sad with his loss..

it's been a week now..he still warded..how i wish that the distance between kangar and kota bharu is just about one hour journey..how i wish..then..i can go back every weekend to devote myself as a daughter..before my devotion is to be given to my husband..Allahuallah...how i wish Ya Allah


praying hard that everyone can stay strong..him mostly..remembered what he said to me..on that saturday morning..before i went to the bus station..Ya Allah...


syukran jazilan..thank you very much..terima kasih tak terhingga
to those who cares..kepada semua yang mengambil berat...
*kadang-kadang..apabila berlaku sesuatu kepada kita..we can found out which one is kawan/sahabat/rakan*
whatever it is..thanks to all who asked, pray for him..and advising and giving me support to stay stronger..
thanks for that full support too..yang tak terhingga