sorilah,..

tetiba sy rase sgt emo slps t'tdo tnpa sdarkn diri stngah hari..

huhu

dgn hormon yg xbrapa nk balance..

rase mcm nk tendang punch bag je klau bleh..that's better from punching a person..

klau aku terase dgn seseorang, aku akn stop talking to that particular person until my feeling is better

i think maybe i'm doing it right now..

so

sori again

i'll be better soon

assigments season

bulan 2 sudah hampir ke penghujung,..

cepatnye waktu berlalu

tidak berapa aku sedari

tetapi tarikh cuti mesti alert,

cuz nk kna grab tiket balik cpat2,

klau x nati abes

biasalah,..

rakyat Qlate ramai kat Perlis ni

bila sampainya bulan 2 or February,

maka cik/encik assignments akn datang tanpa perlu diajak 

kalau dia x datang rasa rindu gak

tp kalau sekali bukak pintu, berdoyon2 mereka2 itu datang,.

haru-biru jadinye..

menyampah la plak

rase nk halau pgi jauh2

cara nk halau mereka pulang ialah dgn menyiapkan mereka

haaa.........

bab tu lah yg susah

nk blh ke start tu..

huhuhu

mcm2 gaya ade

mesti tergoda dgn mereka2 yg lbih best utk dibuat

cthnye..

|

|

baca buku,..bkn buku akademik la

tgk movie

main game

tp sumenye bnda yg x berpekdah

apakan daya

bnda yg x berpekdah jgak la yg seronok dibuat

Astaghfirullahalazim

aku ni jenis klau x push dri sndri utk buat asgmt, maka x bergeraklah

kna paksa dri

skrg tgh memaksa

desire nk buat tu dh ade

tp..

hmmm

ntahla nk ckp ape..

tp aku suke buat asgmt waktu pg / tgh mlm

cuz b4 ni always buat asgmt the night b4 the due date

really2 burning my midnight lamp

nk buat mlm ni,

tp esok ade klas pg2 lg

kang mengantuk plak dlm klas esk

nk buat pg weekend, 

weekend dh lpas

klau time sunyi,

 feeling utk buat asgmt akn dtang b'lumba2

ilham akn datang m'curah2

InsyaAllah aku akn cuba buat mlm ni

nk siapkan utk EDU 3101 dlu

then blh proceed dgn asgmt BM & TITAS

okeyh

rajin2 sikit

agkt punggung pg gosok gg & cuci muka

blh mai hadap my miss lappy

klau x mengantok lg,..

kna siapkn at least 10%..

haha

kna aim rndh2 dlu

tkot x t'cpai

klau lbih Alhamdulillah

so

|

|

|

chow! (eh, bkn dr.chow, sorry dr..)

cinta & jodoh

hanya dua potong ayat je yg aku nk smpikan di sini..

"Jika memang Allah tlh jodohkan, segalanya akan m'jadi mudah. Tdk perlu ada janji manis yg hanya m'jadi syurga telinga saja."

ayat ni aku terbaca dlm buku tulisan Burhan Sodiq bertajuk 'Ya Allah, Aku Jatuh Cinta'..buku ni syok sgt..ada byk b'kisar ttg cinta yg pastinya, tp lbih ke arah pandangan Islam ttg cinta. kerana Islam tdk melarang kita bercinta, tp bkn dgn cara yg salah spt remaja zaman skrg.. yg digalakkan dlm Islam ialah taarif di awal perkenalan dgn ditemani org ketiga / melalui org tgh..sekiranya melalui taaruf itu didapati serasi, dipanjangkn dgn ikatan perkahwinan.. 

tibe2 aku rase serius gile..mcm dh nk kawen je..sejak2 umur dh nk smpi ke angka 20 ni, rase lain la ckit psal hati & perasaan ni. klau dulu buat x kesah pun..dulu klau kisah pun main2 je..time tu bdak2 lg..skrg dh nk dewasa ckit kot..tp perangai cm bdak2 lg..haha..well, we must live our life to the fullest..

-->the end.

do u expect it?

for edu 3101 class today i shud be presenting together with k.eidaa & k.lela. i brought my laptop..i already prepared last night..->already charged full. but it only can last nearly 2 hours. the stuff that i need to present is in it, i didn't saved in my pendrive. then tesl b guys wanna borrow my laptop to do their slide & use it during presentation. out of blue, the battery went very low and hibernated by itself. because mr.kalai was talking for very long. their presentation not even finish, so my group can't present at all. when mr.kalai asked,  so i just answered what was going on..i said i didn't expect that this kind of thing will happen..i can't expect things that is unexpected..i just can plan it, but Allah will decide what will happen. that's it..so my presentation will be postponed to next week class.

???

assalam

i had a big question in me right now..i don't know why i had this question..it is unexplainable, i can't described it into words to others..i really want to explain it..but i just can't..feeling very sad right now..i need someone that really can understand me & can give me those 'awesome' words that can make me moving again & being alive again..i'm alive, but deep inside i don't know the truth what's going with me..

please...help me ease this question..

awesome things

this evening i'm planning to go out with k.jiha actually..but she fell asleep, so i don't wanna woke her up anymore when i tried it a few times. while i was in her room, looking for something to read..i read Reader's Digest January issue. and i came across this section, called 'awesome things in life' (or something like that)..there is this guy, Neil (what) who out of blue thinking of writing about awesome things that we have in life or that we got through in life. he made a blog for it and aim to come out with 1000 awesome things in life, it had been for 2 years now and he got many hits..unexpectedly..he only aimed to get 10 hits! he even became the winner of Webby Award for 2 consecutive years..for his outstanding blog, and his book..it's a big hit for him..

i was so interested in it & come out with my own awesome things..hehe
-> it awesome when in a starving state & thinks that there's no more food left, but found sth to eat..it is awesome,..happened to me tonight..found my roti kaya to be my dinner+supper..

AWESOME!!

say..

the life which is unexamined is not worth living..

-socrates-