monday??

if wednesday is wordless, thursday is spontaneous, what with monday??

have u ever heard about monday?

i never come across with it yet..huhuhu T.T

so then

i wanna put (for me)

speechless monday

because

i saw a very beautiful, awesome...subhanallah phenomenon...on monday morning (that is yesterday)

yang dirancang oleh-Nya

even though that night was raining heavily with lighting and thunder all

(suppose to be..i wasn't afraid of thunder sound..but that loud thunder had shocked me! and surely it was very loud)

but the sunrise that morning was....what else i can say...i was speechless

alhamdulillah i was given a chance to see it

and suka ayat ini

 "Allah tak pernah janjikan langit selalu biru, jalan hidup tanpa batu, matahari tanpa hujan, kebahagiaan tanpa kesedihan, sukses tanpa perjuangan. Tapi Allah janjikan kemudahan bersama kesulitan, rahmat dalam ujian, ganjaran buat kesabaran, keteguhan dalam perjuangan.. Bukankah indahnya pelangi baru kita rasakan setelah turunnya hujan?"

taken from --> here

this photo is credited to kidphant0m  ^_^

and this is the view from my room



i stayed up all night that night
doing last minutes work (when this habit will go away from me?? T.T~ huhuhu)
and that morning went to clinic
to do some checkup on my long-ache
and it took..to sum up..i spent nearly 5 hours there...what a waste..huh
waiting here, waiting there...went there, here, and there..
see the nurse, pathologist, MA, doctor 1, radiographer, doctor 2, pharmacist
and alhamdulillah
nothing worse was identified
just some minor prob (i guess..hihi)
but
given some bunch of medicine..tablet..that i hate..huh~
that pink tablets was for my real long-ache (it's called Neurobion)




intentionally made blurred..and focusing on that pink tablet








went back
another gratitude credited to 'u'
how did the Milo taste?hihi




at night
continuing staying up again until 3 sth to finish another work..huuuu~
and felt very tired






today i really felt very tired
went through fitness test this morning
and hurting my long-ache some more
the nerves are in great tense.......wuaaaaa~
how am i suppose to avoid doing anything that will not hurt my long-ache...it's really hard...everyday routine already makes it involved