khamis

khamis~

khamis 8 nov 2012 paling istimewa kot...kah3

pukul 3 pagi hidung berdarah

sejam layan 'main bubbles'

pukul 4 pagi kemas bilik sampai pukul 5 pagi lebih

tak tido lagi ini malam

pukul 7 pagi gerak keluar dari ipg

dekat pukul 8 loya nak muntah sebab angin (kalah orang yang pregnant..adehla..haha)

pukul 8.30 pagi naik bus dan gerak keluar dari perlis

tido all the way the journey tapi banyak terganggu dengan seni bunyi penumpang bas tu
almost nak kena tinggal time stop rest sebab keluar pergi solat lewat..fuhh
pukul 6 petang sampai di kota bharu..hoyeah!
akhirnya dapat hirup udara kelantan kembali
pukul 7.30 malam baru dapat sampai di rumah alhamdulillah..huhu..menunggu orang datang ambil
kena kemas bilik sendiri..layanan paling istimewa
santap nasi dengan daging masak kurma..oh heaven!
bestnya duk kat rumah..boleh makan banyak-banyak..duit tak habis banyak..wohhoo!!
tapi walaubagaimanapun bakal tetap merindui di sana..sebab bantal bucuk telah ditinggalkan di sana..huhu
dan merindui~

bagi makan ikan kat tasik hanafi

jumpa doktor

assalamualaikum wbt


oh..it's 19 of sya'aban today..that makes the ramadhan is coming in 11 days..that's not very long to go..lets be prepared to welcome ramadhan ^^


okay..enough with the intro

i wanna tell the story bout my decision and my trip yesterday
bout past two weeks ago
a lecturer asked me what happened to my face..with all those acne that comes out too much
so she suggested me to go to see the doctor
after i asked around
a friend of mine suggested me to go to dr venkat and the clinic is in AS
so after the allowances dh masuk
i went yesterday and saw him n got a consult from him about what happened to my face
and he said it's about the unbalance hormones..haih T_T
so...well..after some talks
he suggested to take that medicine...
and after discussion, i agreed
the first visit with the medicine already costed me rm295..wuaaa~
and during next and next and next month i gotta go again to take the pills


and
the said thing is
i've to pantang this four kind of foods
-ice cream (which i like the most..huhuk)
-egg (this is not easy..cuz many food that is cooked with egg)
-nuts
-chocolate (nasib baik i'm not much a chocolate lover)


and more or less it'll gonna take about 6 months for everything to cure
so i gotta wait til the pantang time ends..huhu


because i need to start to take my medicine and my pantang today
so yesterday..i ate foods that i can't eat during my pantang
which is...of course ice cream..hihi
and also blueberry cheesecake..yang dah sangat lama teringin nak makan..akhirnya tercapai ^^
and also char kuey teow.. i can't eat it anymore cuz there's egg in it :(

SURPRISE!!!

assalamualaikum
okay..so here i am
back home
arrived last friday evening..eh.nearly night already
thanks for the bus driver that had made a few very long waiting stop
that had added up more times for us being on the bus
well..whatever it is..i'm safely home..alhamdulillah
so there all my IPG's friends

okay..
so the stories before i'm coming back home
we have to keep our room empty and need to keep our things in that allocated room
so i had spent that night packing up all my things and transferring it to the allocated room
haahhh....what a pain...all those things weren't as light as a feather
aching my muscles
i just started packing after the last paper on thursday evening
and plus
got to clean three coconut shells..which as we had been informed..those coconut shell will be used as a plate for campers during KAGUM which will be held in IPG Perlis..
well..mission accomplished! fuhh..senang hatiku ^^

then
came friday
my bus was at 8.30 in the morning..and we had planned to go at 7.30 am
but
well
things got mixed up and a bit not went as planned
finishing a little packing in the morning
get myself done and went down to send the coconut shells and also sending some things and receiving a paperbag
but it kills the cat in me waiting while i was rushing (hahak~ sorry eh..)
[ooh....the smell there..well..it won't makes me faint though]
well..i was expecting to receive a paperbag full with books..
but then,...
i saw two boxes under  the books
but
no time to check it out yet
running up to my room and taking my bags before going to the car and heading to the bus station
hahh..alhamdulillah zatie's bus wasn't there yet..we're saved!fuuhhh
thanks to our driver..subi ^^

i checked the books during the journey
start reading the english novel for a few pages
i can't read in moving vehicles
just checked what's in the box after arrived at home
and
wallah!! i was surprised!

well
what else i could say
just thousands of thanks
appreciating it a lot


enjoy the pictures below ;p
(but the quality was..hmm..what to do..now i only have this 'asha')
enough saying now
wassalam
bye :) :3

cantik balut ;) ;p kertas biru->a notice noting about wrapping the box ^^

the wonder ball, it's colour is pale purple.the mug with a drawing of someone wearing red totoro holding an umbrella, so she's in rain i guess ;p .piles of books to be read during this three weeks, on top of it, an english novel, well..surprise too, and it's best! almost done already ^^

28th April 2012

kredit: Nero. tempat: titi gantung, denai larian, pengkalan asam, kangar, perlis.

kredit: Nero. kek dan buku from tehah sayang. aiskrim taken by subi comei. kad from umai cun!hihi

it's the day

saya berusia 21 tahun

(err..21? ermmm...dewasa? alamak!hadoi)

sedih la pulak rase

dah 21 tahun

tapi

Ya Allah

di tahap manakah hamba-Mu ini? T_T

semoga...

dengan kurniaan usia ini

aku mampu..menggunakan ia dengan sebaik-baiknya

anyway

terima kasih banyak-banyak

thank you very much

syukran jazilan kathira

kepada semua

yang mengucapkan selamat

dan 

yang mendoakan saya

semoga doa-doa kalian 

diperkenankan oleh-Nya

amin...

kepada 

yang sudi memberikan saya

sedikit penghargaan

for my day

little present of appreciation that i will always remember

dan

tidak lupa juga

kepada yang sudi...

spent some time with me

sanah helwah untuk kembar saya di maktab ini

Aina yang tomei

 *thanks for the happy birthday song..and..cupcakes song too!!

appreciating everything that you guys had gave me very3 much

semoga Allah membalas jasa dan budi baik kalian

and

not to forget

to my parents

especially my mom

who had gave birth of me

and they both

had gave me a lot since i was born

i was born a day after their 1st anniversary :D

this year

was a little bit different from last year

yes of course

because this year i had turned 21

and me

well...

i am still having this teen's look

it's funny when

when i met people..and their first thought was i am still in my secondary school year

but when i told them that i am 21

they tend to be surprised..hahaha

and

i really hope

that this increasing of age

is in line with my 'amalan'

insyaAllah

ooh....i like this small thing...haha~ 

record yang dekat kedai saje la yang mampu dibuat..huhu

yesterday

knew something

some truth

that had been kept for so long

that made me cried

i wasn't mad to that person for tht incident

but i am a bit disappointed why not telling me the truth earlier

but

i hope i can holding on to this phrase strongly

"what He takes today is what He want to-give-that-is-more-better by tomorrow.."

[credited]

and

i will try to

garlic oh garlic

[credited] it's garlic..

[credited] and this one..bunga garlic and how it looks before jadi garlic like the picture above..beautiful isn't it?

bismillah

dh masuk hari sabtu..nearly two..not sleeping yet..ish..

just done sending 19 emails for about two hours few minutes ago because the line during those time is just a bit faster than walking snail..haih..[but i just love doing it.. ^^ in the meantime while waiting...i played some games (err..exactly..two types of games..after some time not playing it..hihi) and listening to bro Maher Zain's songs..just four (number one for me, freedom, the chosen one, i believe)]

the reason why i put some pictures of garlic up there because

i think that i had some garlic allergy

it just happened..hmm..few months back then

but before this..i never realise it..and not even thinking of because of what i ate

but today..it just happened that..i got the symptom of nausea..and just felt wanting to relate it to what i had ate which was cooked with garlic as spices..and felt want to check about garlic allergy..

 and..i had few symptoms..

but..i am not really sure whether this is really a garlic allergy or not

because..

according to a friend of mine which is a doctor to be..he said that allergy should have started since small

and..in my case..it just happened a few months back..

but he said..i better go to the doctor..to do the diagnosis..

and to check my blood pressure..

because i might having low blood pressure

(tapi asyik duk lewat sokmo je..baguslah tu..haha)

hahhh

so..the conclusion is

i need to see a doctor

though he said he will do some checking on my health prob

and to check my blood pressure

(bile la nak boleh dapat donate blood ni?huhu)

hmm...waiting for the good news insyaAllah :)

have a good day y'all ^^ :D

*just done another job with the geng..it's fun this time..can help you guys ;)

a week passed

Ketika ketabahan sedang diuji, maka kesabaran adalah kuncinya!

insyaAllah..walaupun ia datang bertimpa-timpa..semoga dapat terus sabar dan tabah

[personal collection] InsyaAllah..allahumma amiin...

last thursday, got a call at 7 something in the morning..got news that my ayah had an accident..that time i didn't know yet how serious he is..and what kind of injuries he had..because my mek didn't get all the info yet...but during afternoon..found out that his left broken ankle was broken..Allah...super dugaan..to him and us all..after some deep thought decided to go back friday night..and have my journey back to perlis on sunday morning..so i only had one full saturday to be at home..alhamdulillah i can take care of him in the ward even just for awhile..on saturday's evening..it was really worthy..cuz i had many first hand experience that evening..that was very meaningful to me..as in the future when he might go forever..so i had those memories to be remembered..

[dari asha] kaki ayah..yg disnap pada sabtu petang

and the previous day..which was wednesday..had a call from mek..she informed me that my grand uncle had just passed away..after some kinda long ill..alhamdulillah i had the chance to pay him a visit during last holiday..so i wasn't feeling so much aggrieved..but..still felt sad with his loss..

it's been a week now..he still warded..how i wish that the distance between kangar and kota bharu is just about one hour journey..how i wish..then..i can go back every weekend to devote myself as a daughter..before my devotion is to be given to my husband..Allahuallah...how i wish Ya Allah


praying hard that everyone can stay strong..him mostly..remembered what he said to me..on that saturday morning..before i went to the bus station..Ya Allah...


syukran jazilan..thank you very much..terima kasih tak terhingga
to those who cares..kepada semua yang mengambil berat...
*kadang-kadang..apabila berlaku sesuatu kepada kita..we can found out which one is kawan/sahabat/rakan*
whatever it is..thanks to all who asked, pray for him..and advising and giving me support to stay stronger..
thanks for that full support too..yang tak terhingga

baby itu comel

comelkan dia..weee~ [kredit]

apakah tujuan asal usul saya meletakkan gambar baby yang comel itu di sini?..
sebabnya..haha
sebab dia sangat comel lah..hihi
dengan gigi empat batang je..weee~ 
oh..dan gambar dia saya jumpa di enjin carian pakcik Google ya
[untuk anda di sana] bukan sebab itu ya..haha 




saya nak story sikit la
i think this is fun to me
and i don't even hurted
but i am happy for it
and already get used with it

ceritanya ialah tentang
ramai orang yang saya jumpa buat pertama kalinya tidak akan mengatakan yang saya sudah berumur 21 tahun pada tahun ini (okay..lagi 1 bulan 8 hari sebelum saya genap 21 tahun)
it's various
ada yang akan guess saya baru lepas SPM
ada yang akan kata saya masih form 2/form3
and ada yang lagi extreme kata saya budak darjah enam(!)aigo..yang ini memang lah..haha~ that one was yesterday..
yang hari ini teacher dekat sekolah yang saya buat SBE ini tanya saya umur berapa sebab dia cakap dia tengok saya macam kecik je (kecik molek..kui3~) apabila saya cakap 21 tahun..dia cakap seperti2 yang di atas lah..so i said to her that many people said that to me that now i get used to it..hihi
now i get used to it
well..i take it as a good thing..
orang akan ingat saya lagi muda dari usia saya
well..awet muda lah saya..wahaha (erk..okay..over disitu..maap)
isn't it a good thing? when you're already like in 30's, but people think you're in 20's..hihi 
be positive always..hehe
[walaupun yesterday something happened..that i wasn't strong..huhu~ i'm sorry..appreciating that a lot]


ayat yang paling saya akan ingat ialah ini
seorang makcik mengatakan ini kepada saya setelah dia tahu saya dah berumur 21 tahun
ketika di satu kenduri di kampung (lupa dah nama kampungnya) di ipoh ini
"kesian kat kamu ye..takde orang tua nak menyembang dengan kamu sebab muka budak-budak"
takpe je makcik..saya okay saje..hihi (senyum)

flowers

sungguh saya tidak mengetahui bunga apakah ini..menjumpai ia di sekitar rumah..hidup berdekatan rumput-rampai..hihi

Everything has its beauty, but not everyone sees it.

Everyone has their beauty, but its up to them how to cherish it.

Whatever you are, be proud of it.

it's true right?

saying less this time.

i am sorry

let's continue our habitual doing

ohhhoo!!!!!

what a dream that i had..again!

kinda happy this time =)

craving to know?

ngehehe~

success dan solat

ihsan dari pakcik google

alhamdulillah

telah berjaya sedikit berlawan dengan rasa negatif di dalam

yang sangat meronta ingin ke luar (?)

haha

alhamdulillah

thanks for the support and advice given

dan juga tadi kerana termotivasi dengan seorang adek itu :)

dan juga dapat melawan rasa yang satu lagi itu

dan alhamdulillah dapat melakukan apa yang ingin dilakukan :)

itu baru success yang maha sedikit

sangat banyak lagi kerja yang perlu diselesaikan malam ini dan juga esok sebelum bertolak ke hometown for..holiday! yeay!hihi

untuk anda semua

kita perlu melawan dengan sepenuh hati dan sepenuh tenaga godaan-godaan kemalasan dari syaitanirrajim itu

kalau kita sendiri yang tidak berusaha untuk melawan godaan dari mereka itu, siapa lagi yang mampu berbuat demikian untuk diri kita kan?

sedikit perkongsian daripada kuliah Ustazah Suhana semalam

orang perempuan atau wanita ni suka solat

rata-ratanya jaga solat lima waktu

ramai yang rajin datang solat di surau atau di masjid

macam kita boleh tengok waktu solat sunat tarawih di bulan puasa

tapi tak berapa ramai yang jaga solat di awal waktu dan kualiti solat

agak terasa disitu..wuwuwu~ semoga teguran itu akan membawa hikmahnya untuk terus berubah ke arah yang lebih baik

perkongsian ini pertama-tamanya adalah untuk diri si penulis ini sendiri

dan

semoga anda yang membaca boleh mengambil sedikit isi daripadanya

kerana hidup kita adalah 

destinasi dan target kita ialah

untuk ke arah jalan-Nya yang benar

  

gambar lagi

KOT 2012 - 2/3/2012 - Padang IPG

comel je kan apabila pensyarah-pensyarah bermain sukaneka..kih3~

itu ketika momen mereka bermain satu permainan yang bernama

"Semakin Jauh Semakin Sayang"

cara permainan..well..seperti yang anda boleh lihat..hihi

macam-macam gaya pun ada

yang berskirt dan berblouse pun ada..hihi

yang pikul beg comel tu pun ade..hihi

yang sebelah tukang sambut balingan kasih sayang tu..

lagi la macam-macam gaya ada..hihi

saya suka tengok action and expression mereka apabila menyambut balingan tersebut

tambahan pula belon tersebut berisi air..hihi

effect menengok budak-budak junior ketika satu kem tempoh hari..hihi

'if dat time come'

okay

that line can bring many interpretation to me

well

just hoping and praying everything will be smoothly planned by Him

and He grant everything that we wish for that it will be

insyaAllah..amin :)

sabar itu sememangnya sedang dilakukan di ketika dan saat ini juga

just something

gambar ini tidak berkaitan dengan entry ini langsung...and you can find this di area kaki lima cmart arau..hihi

gumbira dapat jumpa dan salam dengan kak Catriona Ross dekat satu program talkshow tadi petang
sesungguhnya hidayah dan taufik Allah itu tiada batasan dan tidak mengira siapa
setelah dia berubah..dia berazam ingin mengajak sahabat-sahabatnya untuk bersama-sama berubah untuk mencintai Allah juga
banyak sangat yang dibicarakan tadi sampai dah tak ingat..hihi
tapi ada satu lagi yang masih diingat
dia kata
Allah telah menjanjikan apabila tertutupnya satu pintu, maka Dia akan membukakan satu pintu yang lain pula
apabila pintu untuknya berlakon telah hampir tertutup
kerana industri perfileman di Malaysia masih bias terhadap orang yang bertudung..tidak seperti di Indonesia yang mengalu-alukan seseorang itu untuk terus bergiat aktif dalam dunia seni walaupun telah berhijrah
dia menyatakan bahawa Allah telah membukakan banyak pintu-pintu yang lain pula untuknya..alhamdulillah :)
Allah tidak akan pernah memungkiri janji-Nya

rase pelik apabila orang memanggil saya dengan panggilan 'siti' atau membahasakan diri saya 'siti'...rasa macam orang lain je..rase macam 'siti' tu bukan a part of my name..kih3

tak sabar nak jumpa adek

semoga Allah SWT bagi peluang dekat kami untuk bertemu

tadi ika cakap

okay..psychologically..or from psychological point of view

i am person who need touch

means

saya sentiasa perlukan sentuhan kasih sayang...kih3

sebab itulah saya suka pegang tangan orang dan peluk orang (sama jantina ye :) )

that also can be called 

spreading the love..hihi<3

do you know where you can find this? ^^

moment when i was 3 years old

petang tadi terjadi lagi satu insiden

yang mengingatkan saya

kepada satu kejadian di suatu ketika dahulu

kalau mengikut perkiraan..saya sepatutnya berumur 3 tahun kerana abang adi saya berumur 12 tahun ketika itu..yang dalam proses penyembuhan selepas berkhatan.eh.

ketika itu juga..mak, ayah dan adik saya tiada di rumah

saya sedang bermain..wee~ ..saya budak-budak lagi time tu

nak kata main ke rajin pon taktaulah..

saya kononnya rajin basuh gelas..gelas kaca

pastu gelas tu terjatuh dan pecah

dan..jari saya terluka

dan..pada ketika itu juga kan..

saya bermain dengan sabun

aduh! enaknya rasa apabila sabun itu bertindak balas dengan luka tersebut

ketika itu saya dengar abang saya cakap suruh saya basuh tangan (jari yang terluka tu la)

tapi saya pergi bantai basuh dengan sabun itu

sebab itulah rasa dia lagi enak..wuwuwu

and then..ape lagi..menangislah saya..and taktau samada abang saya tu berjaya pujuk saya ataupun tidak..hihi

wahh...kenangan di zaman budak kecik masih berhingus

yang amazingnya..saya boleh ingat peristiwa tersebut..sedangkan ketika itu saya berumur 3 tahun..kih3

tadi petang

dapat lagi satu (semoga sakit ini menjadi kifarah dosa tanda kasih sayang dari Allah SWT insyaAllah..)

terkena bucu selak pintu

cakaran tu luka sikit saje..tapi cakaran die macam rasa sampai ke tulang

selepas itu saya pergi basuh baju

momen ketika berumur 3 tahun itu muncul kembali..waduh!

yang ini dapat pada hari rabu yang lepas..sudah mau sembuh

tadi..dapat bisikan kasih sayang dari 'mama baru' saya

ketika di dalam huggy bearnya

kata-kata beliau

sangat menyentuh hati..

insyaAllah Allah SWT akan terus memberikan kekuatan itu kepada saya..dan mama juga

dan tadi juga

seseorang yang..ikhlas..dan sudah disentuh hatinya dengan sentuhan kasih sayang dari Allah SWT

berbisik kepada saya

supaya mendoakan dia

insyaAllah saya akan mendoakan kamu dear

kerana kasih sayang Allah SWT tidak terbatas pada orang-orang yang tertentu sahaja

Dia mengasihi dan menyayangi seluruh hamba-Nya

dan sudah tentulah Dia akan menyentuh setiap hati hamba-Nya

dan mengurniakan hidayah dan taufik-Nya

insyaAllah..allahumma amin

dan ingatlah

kepada kesayangan saya semua

perubahan tidak boleh dilakukan secara drastik jika kamu tidak cukup kuat

lakukanlah secara perlahan-lahan..step by step

insyaAllah kamu akan mencapai tahap yang tetinggi by the end of the day

dan untuk menutup aurat dengan sempurna tidak semestinya anda perlu bertudung labuh 

sila faham ayat di atas betul-betul..hadamkan dan fahami

thanks for your effort
to look for it
when it was confirmed that it was denotative
though it cannot be realised..but that already..
urghh..how to say this...touched maybe..hee~
insyaAllah there always will be next time
 

the L.O.V.E

screen Asha

apabila mendapat message seperti itu

even it was just thru words..not spoken/verbally

but it already did struck my heart into the deepest part and touched that soft spot

betapa...wuahh...can't say anymore words

oh..how much i really love her

though the love is there

but it had never been said (shown maybe) since we had live together for more than 19years(since she was born la..haha)

yess...really never..

felt like wanna run to find her and hug her

i had been showing (can show) my love to friends...but not really to her..it's like..it's hard to show it to her..(except by the way keep scolding her if she did anything wrong by means to correct her and guide her to the right path..well..marah tu kan tanda sayang)..

really missed u lah 

wuwuwu

Dekna

Bait al-Muslim

taken from a blog..and adapted to my version

 

"ingin sangat membina sebuah rumah tangga yang bahagia...

yang penuh mahabbah, rahmah dan sakinah..

Bahagianya sebuah rumah tangga, 

yang mana tiang IMANnya tinggi menaik, 

dinding CINTA padaNya mantap dan kukuh, 

dan 

tangganya bertingkat menghala ke SYURGA abadi... 

Semuanya kerana

IMAMnya  

dan

ahlinya 

yang

SUJUD setia pada Tuhannya..

Meskipun berbagai ujian dariNya bakal menjelma seperti BADAI dan MASALAH, 

segalanya dilakukan dan diselesaikan bersama-sama, 

kerana si suami mendambakan si ketua bidadarinya mendampinginya bersama, 

dan si isteri menginginkan si imamnya mampu membimbingnya ke JALAN Allah dan SYURGA abadi 

yang KEKAL dan BERBAHAGIA buat SELAMA-LAMANYA...

insyaAllah....."

 (ASA)

how much i need it..sampai termimpi-mimpi..wuhh...

alhamdulillah dah dpt ditunaikan

full of love from her

heart to heart.eh?..

alhamdulillah wa syukurillah

sebab dikurniakan orang-orang yang tertentu seperti itu di sini

air precious semakin murah mengalir

apakah ini?..

kenapakah begini?..

kepada orang-orang yang tercinta di rumah

satu daripada saya

"sayang.kasih.cinta..yg selamanya tidak akan berubah"

menambah...bukan mengurangkan...insyaAllah...rasanya akan tetap sama..malah semakin bertambah..bukannya semakin melupakan..insyaAllah :))

"i really need you"