unexpected

a very unexpected gift from Reader Digest's..first time ever..hak3
al-kisahnya this book had arrived in december lg..which is during the holiday..
so today..a friend told me to go to hep and asked for my post
and i didn't expect anything
so the kakak at hep kaunter showed it to me..asked me whether i ordered anything or not..and asked for my matrix kad..and told me to open the wrapper..after i saw the reader digest's sign..i definitely sure that it's mine..haha
the story started when i filled in the questionnaires form in RD August and sent it..and lucky me(alhamdulillah)..i got this..
but..as it is very thick..hard cover lg..rasa sayang nk belek2..haha..rasa macam nak simpan as library collection ja..haha
but..surely gonna make use of it later on ^_^

hobi+makan+masak+and..

somewhere on Earth ^^

hobi terbaru ialah
or baru di'discover'..haha
apabila besendirian
suka memandang langit
melihat awan
dan apabila melihat awan yang pelbagai bentuk
suka menafsir atau mengimaginasi awan itu sebagai bentuk macam-macam
best buat gitu :D
cuba la jika ingin rasa juga ;)
ada hari tu..hari jumaat..tengok awan..pahtu nampak awan tu mcm bentuk anak dinosaur sedang tidur terlentang dengan kakinya ke atas..haha
pada suatu pagi hari tu di rumah..nampak satu awan berbentuk seekor swan dengan sayap yang pelik dan ada bentuk love yang kurang sempurna dekat lehernya
tadi petang..termenung di jendela..melihat langit..nampak awan berarak..mungkin hujan malam ini...kui3


berada di rumah untuk bercuti memang best
walaupun terpaksa menahan perasaan yang pelbagai..huhuhu..sabarlah hati
ramai orang suruh gemukkan diri..tapi nak buat macam mana..susah nak jadi gemuk lagi sekarang ni..mungkin jika anda jumpa saya selepas 10 tahun..saya akan jadi gemuk :p
dah seminggu lebih berada di rumah..tak pernah lagi saya tak makan banyak dan sokmo
asyik-asyik makan...asyik-asyik makan...
my mom pulak duk compare me and my sis
my sis makan sikit tapi cepat naik badan
me..makan banyak and sokmo tapi badan tak naik-naik
alhamdulillah..hehehe
banyak sudah kempunan yang sudah dilangsaikan..hehe
tapi banyak lagi in the list ni :D
sabar..cuti ade sebulan lagi..haha


cuti ini jugak
dengan azam untuk belajar masak lagi dan lagi dan lagi
asyik-asyik masak maggi je yang reti
so nak kena belajar masak la..nanti senang hati suami kalau isteri pandai masak..ahaks
and jimat..takde asyik pegi makan kat kedai je :D
tapi setakat ini..masih di tahap..haih..the learner still
huhuhu
but
yesterday done with coconut jelly..sedap!! :D
and char kuey teow coming soon (kerana kepingin char kuey teow yg di perlis..sebab sekarang di rumah..so akan cuba buat sendiri lah ;) )
bubur pulut hitam coming soon
nasi kerabu coming soon
sotong celup tepung coming soon (ini jikalau sotong takde mahal sangat..haha)
last tuesday pergi pantai irama dengan geng sekolah menengah..teringin nak cari sotong celup tepung..tapi sct yang kat sini diorang buat lain..teringin nak makan yang macam selalu makan kat perlis..huhu


untuk isi masa cuti selain dari makan..main game..cuba cari kerja
bertanya di sana sini
dapat yang jauh..kat parkson kb..dah la ada shif sampai kul 10 malam..tak dapat la nak terima kerja tu..though gajinye..wauuu..masyuk..haha
lastly dapat kerja sangat dekat dengan rumah..haha
5 minit pon xsampai pegi ngan moto
kerja kat tempat orang canting batik
tapi ni yang kecik je
bukan kilang batik yang besar
mereka asingkan kepada beberapa tempat..
disitu ada canting dengan warna
then pegi hantar kat tempat lain pulak before siap satu kain batik yang cantik yang akan dijual dengan harga beratus-ratus itu..hahaha
so what i did for the time being is tracing the drawing from a piece of batik yang telah dicanting dan diwarna onto a new piece of kain batik which is..of course white in colour..
soon..dunno when lah that soon..
they say they will want me to canting..yang guna lilin tu..
itu takut..sebab takut jadi rosak..huhu
but well..belum cuba belum tahu :)
kerja kali ni memang fun molek
waktu kerja start dalam kul 9 dan boleh balik ikut suka hati..haha
and dah 2 hari tak pegi keje sebab kain takde stok..best oh!
tapi boring lah pulak duk kat rumah doing nothing saje..haih
buku-buku pun takde untuk dibaca..huhu
ibarat macam balik ni balik duk bawah tempurung..sebab tak dapat nak membaca..hahaha


hahh..dah panjang sangat dah ni
dah tertunai dah kot hasrat anda yang berkenaan..kan? :p
nak pergi makan lagi lah :D

now i knew

reminiscing that night

when listening to that for almost an hour

until i got nose bleed

it's so funny lah awak

really you know

when i reminisce it now

i always wanna laugh

now i knew

how it is

and

that makes me resisting for more

khamis

khamis~

khamis 8 nov 2012 paling istimewa kot...kah3

pukul 3 pagi hidung berdarah

sejam layan 'main bubbles'

pukul 4 pagi kemas bilik sampai pukul 5 pagi lebih

tak tido lagi ini malam

pukul 7 pagi gerak keluar dari ipg

dekat pukul 8 loya nak muntah sebab angin (kalah orang yang pregnant..adehla..haha)

pukul 8.30 pagi naik bus dan gerak keluar dari perlis

tido all the way the journey tapi banyak terganggu dengan seni bunyi penumpang bas tu
almost nak kena tinggal time stop rest sebab keluar pergi solat lewat..fuhh
pukul 6 petang sampai di kota bharu..hoyeah!
akhirnya dapat hirup udara kelantan kembali
pukul 7.30 malam baru dapat sampai di rumah alhamdulillah..huhu..menunggu orang datang ambil
kena kemas bilik sendiri..layanan paling istimewa
santap nasi dengan daging masak kurma..oh heaven!
bestnya duk kat rumah..boleh makan banyak-banyak..duit tak habis banyak..wohhoo!!
tapi walaubagaimanapun bakal tetap merindui di sana..sebab bantal bucuk telah ditinggalkan di sana..huhu
dan merindui~

bagi makan ikan kat tasik hanafi

questions??

1st Ramadhan 1433H | merenung memikirkan persoalan-persoalan | feeding the fishes(well..they aren't fasting..hihi..but i am)

all kind of questions suddenly keep coming in my mind(eh..sounds right or not eh?)
this is because of the many questions asked by other person
and
honestly
i'm not quite sure myself
i don't know how it happen
i don't know when it starts
i just don't remember
and what i remember is
suddenly i think it's becoming a lot
like mushrooms that grow after rain(eh?hahaha~ google translate..kui3)
i also need to explain repeatedly what have go wrong which i also don't know why
and just when a few people commented about it
just then i realised
and i realised that i need to do something
and..
alhamdulillah Allah showed me the way
now on treatment
insyaAllah it will be gone
cause He will give the cure insyaAllah :)
allahumma amiin :)
what i need to do is just
be patient
be disciplined in eating the medicine..treating my self well..in my confinement too..haih..huhu




today it's 3 weeks already
alhamdulillah
there are changes and improvement
waiting for more improvement
insyaAllah :) 

starting the engine

first assignment
to be submitted this monday
haih T_T
susah betul lah mahu start the engine..huuu
sudah sejam berlalu
tapi tak berjalan lagi ni T_T
ended up bukak folder2 nasyid yang lama2
wahh
menggamit kenangan..hihi
sebab banyaknya yang dah lama tak dengar dan jugak dah jarang orang mainkan nasyid2 tersebut
dan jugak..menggamit kenangan kepada seseorang yang berada nun disana..huu
had put all of it in the playlist
gonna listen to it
while
emm...starting the engine..hihihi
need to finish it tomorrow
and
second assignment coming to be submitted this friday
busy time had come i guess







*the progress of the treatment
  -tomorrow will be a week
  -kulit menggelupas..
  -tak senang untuk menahan diri dari makan makanan yang mengandungi bahan yang perlu pantang tersebut..huk3~ especially telur..sebab banyak makanan yang ada telur..suddenly now..when buying food..need to read all the ingredients first before purchasing it..belajar2! 

jumpa doktor

assalamualaikum wbt


oh..it's 19 of sya'aban today..that makes the ramadhan is coming in 11 days..that's not very long to go..lets be prepared to welcome ramadhan ^^


okay..enough with the intro

i wanna tell the story bout my decision and my trip yesterday
bout past two weeks ago
a lecturer asked me what happened to my face..with all those acne that comes out too much
so she suggested me to go to see the doctor
after i asked around
a friend of mine suggested me to go to dr venkat and the clinic is in AS
so after the allowances dh masuk
i went yesterday and saw him n got a consult from him about what happened to my face
and he said it's about the unbalance hormones..haih T_T
so...well..after some talks
he suggested to take that medicine...
and after discussion, i agreed
the first visit with the medicine already costed me rm295..wuaaa~
and during next and next and next month i gotta go again to take the pills


and
the said thing is
i've to pantang this four kind of foods
-ice cream (which i like the most..huhuk)
-egg (this is not easy..cuz many food that is cooked with egg)
-nuts
-chocolate (nasib baik i'm not much a chocolate lover)


and more or less it'll gonna take about 6 months for everything to cure
so i gotta wait til the pantang time ends..huhu


because i need to start to take my medicine and my pantang today
so yesterday..i ate foods that i can't eat during my pantang
which is...of course ice cream..hihi
and also blueberry cheesecake..yang dah sangat lama teringin nak makan..akhirnya tercapai ^^
and also char kuey teow.. i can't eat it anymore cuz there's egg in it :(

rindu

baru berapa hari
rindu sama mereka
T_T
rindu
bangun pagi-pagi..cuaca sejuk..hidung pun jadi sejuk (kalau running nose tu normal)
bangun je ade ciktan di hujung kaki, menumpang kehangatan ^^
insyaAllah ada lagi :)












































































rindu
2 Jun 2012
rindu detik itu
rindu abah dan umi
















rindu
16 Jun 2012
rindu waktu itu
makan.makan.makan...rindu
rindu ayah dan mek

here

assalamualaikum
here i am..
where?
maktab lah..haha
datang awal sedikit
just to waste time..kui3~
tak la..datang awal boleh kemas barang awal..lepas tu boleh relaks puas-puas..hihihi

semalam naik bus..selama almost 8 hours tu..i think i spent almost 7 hours sleeping..haha
it was a double decker bus, my seat dekat atas and paling depan..best rupennye duk atas paling depan ni..true! tak tipu..sangat best...well...lagipon i tido je banyak..hihi
met ramai ramai ipg students in the same bus..

alhamdulillah kul 6 lebih sampai hostel..
sebab ada coursemate(ida kecik..hihi) yang naik bus tu jugak..so balik dengan orang yang pergi amik dia..alhamdulillah..selamat duit teksi..hihi~ thanks ^^

lokcheng

pertama kali ke pantai untuk cuti ini

pertama kali ke pantai yang tidak pernah pergi

dan juga

pertama kali ke pantai dengan memakai baju kurung

siapa kata tak boleh?

boleh saja kan?hihi ^^

tapi

hmm...angin kuat waktu tu

hmm...kena pulun kawal tudung

emm..nanti selepas ini nak cuba ke pantai dengan berjubah la pula ^^

atau

di waktu akan datang

dengan berpurdah mungkin..who knows~

jumpa seorang budak kecik ini di pantai

dia montel..mata sepet..hahak~

anak siapa entah

main dengan layang-layang :)

alhamdulillah

akhirnya dapat melepas rindu pada pantai

merasai angin pantai

menghirup udara segar di pantai

melihat ombak menghempas pepasir pantai

merasai lembut dan halus pasir di pantai

memang rindu ini jika lama tak ke pantai

cuma satu yang masih belum terlunas

ingin makan sate ikan atau lebih dikenali sebagai lokcheng (betul la kot ejaannya ^^)

ini lokcheng

cuti berbaki seminggu sahaja lagi

nasib baik tak perlu terlibat dengan KAGOM

boleh bercuti di rumah lagi..hihi

buku yang perlu dibaca masih berbaki tiga

tinggal seminggu lagi

walaupun dapat bersenang lenang di rumah

namun

ada debarnya juga di dalam hati

berdebar menantikan keputusan peperiksaan sem 3 yang lepas..takut..huhuhu~

mengharapkan yang terbaik dan berdoa untuk yang terbaik

untuk saya dan juga anda semua

semoga kita semua masih dapat bersama hingga ke sem 8..insyaAllah :)

3 hari

3 hari telah berlalu
yang akan sentiasa kekal di ingatan
InsyaAllah :)
tidak mampu untuk diceritakan
kerana ianya sangat... indescribable..
biarlah ia berkekalan
semoga yang jalan yang terbuka dihadapan
kerana kita memang berharap dengan sepenuh harapan
dengan rasa kasih dan cinta kepadaNya dan Rasulullah


juga hari yang mengembalikan memori manis bersama si dia..kawan sejak darjah satu..si meera
mengenang cerita-cerita
lagu-lagu yang dulunya hot yang kini sudah menjadi evergreen..ohho!ini best!
mengorek rahsia diri
tahu mereka annoyed.oh!
harap anda dapat bersabar dan menerima hingga ke akhirnya


akhirnya mereka sudah selamat dilangsungkan
barakallahu fiq..tahniah..
kepada semua pasangan yang telah melangsungkan ikatan suci lagi direstui dan diredhaiNya sepanjang cuti sekolah ini
semoga bahagia dan berkekalan hingga ke akhirnya dan hingga ke syurga Allah
sesungguhnya itu destinasi kita insyaAllah

28th April 2012

kredit: Nero. tempat: titi gantung, denai larian, pengkalan asam, kangar, perlis.

kredit: Nero. kek dan buku from tehah sayang. aiskrim taken by subi comei. kad from umai cun!hihi

it's the day

saya berusia 21 tahun

(err..21? ermmm...dewasa? alamak!hadoi)

sedih la pulak rase

dah 21 tahun

tapi

Ya Allah

di tahap manakah hamba-Mu ini? T_T

semoga...

dengan kurniaan usia ini

aku mampu..menggunakan ia dengan sebaik-baiknya

anyway

terima kasih banyak-banyak

thank you very much

syukran jazilan kathira

kepada semua

yang mengucapkan selamat

dan 

yang mendoakan saya

semoga doa-doa kalian 

diperkenankan oleh-Nya

amin...

kepada 

yang sudi memberikan saya

sedikit penghargaan

for my day

little present of appreciation that i will always remember

dan

tidak lupa juga

kepada yang sudi...

spent some time with me

sanah helwah untuk kembar saya di maktab ini

Aina yang tomei

 *thanks for the happy birthday song..and..cupcakes song too!!

appreciating everything that you guys had gave me very3 much

semoga Allah membalas jasa dan budi baik kalian

and

not to forget

to my parents

especially my mom

who had gave birth of me

and they both

had gave me a lot since i was born

i was born a day after their 1st anniversary :D

this year

was a little bit different from last year

yes of course

because this year i had turned 21

and me

well...

i am still having this teen's look

it's funny when

when i met people..and their first thought was i am still in my secondary school year

but when i told them that i am 21

they tend to be surprised..hahaha

and

i really hope

that this increasing of age

is in line with my 'amalan'

insyaAllah

ooh....i like this small thing...haha~ 

record yang dekat kedai saje la yang mampu dibuat..huhu

yesterday

knew something

some truth

that had been kept for so long

that made me cried

i wasn't mad to that person for tht incident

but i am a bit disappointed why not telling me the truth earlier

but

i hope i can holding on to this phrase strongly

"what He takes today is what He want to-give-that-is-more-better by tomorrow.."

[credited]

and

i will try to

garlic oh garlic

[credited] it's garlic..

[credited] and this one..bunga garlic and how it looks before jadi garlic like the picture above..beautiful isn't it?

bismillah

dh masuk hari sabtu..nearly two..not sleeping yet..ish..

just done sending 19 emails for about two hours few minutes ago because the line during those time is just a bit faster than walking snail..haih..[but i just love doing it.. ^^ in the meantime while waiting...i played some games (err..exactly..two types of games..after some time not playing it..hihi) and listening to bro Maher Zain's songs..just four (number one for me, freedom, the chosen one, i believe)]

the reason why i put some pictures of garlic up there because

i think that i had some garlic allergy

it just happened..hmm..few months back then

but before this..i never realise it..and not even thinking of because of what i ate

but today..it just happened that..i got the symptom of nausea..and just felt wanting to relate it to what i had ate which was cooked with garlic as spices..and felt want to check about garlic allergy..

 and..i had few symptoms..

but..i am not really sure whether this is really a garlic allergy or not

because..

according to a friend of mine which is a doctor to be..he said that allergy should have started since small

and..in my case..it just happened a few months back..

but he said..i better go to the doctor..to do the diagnosis..

and to check my blood pressure..

because i might having low blood pressure

(tapi asyik duk lewat sokmo je..baguslah tu..haha)

hahhh

so..the conclusion is

i need to see a doctor

though he said he will do some checking on my health prob

and to check my blood pressure

(bile la nak boleh dapat donate blood ni?huhu)

hmm...waiting for the good news insyaAllah :)

have a good day y'all ^^ :D

*just done another job with the geng..it's fun this time..can help you guys ;)

a week passed

Ketika ketabahan sedang diuji, maka kesabaran adalah kuncinya!

insyaAllah..walaupun ia datang bertimpa-timpa..semoga dapat terus sabar dan tabah

[personal collection] InsyaAllah..allahumma amiin...

last thursday, got a call at 7 something in the morning..got news that my ayah had an accident..that time i didn't know yet how serious he is..and what kind of injuries he had..because my mek didn't get all the info yet...but during afternoon..found out that his left broken ankle was broken..Allah...super dugaan..to him and us all..after some deep thought decided to go back friday night..and have my journey back to perlis on sunday morning..so i only had one full saturday to be at home..alhamdulillah i can take care of him in the ward even just for awhile..on saturday's evening..it was really worthy..cuz i had many first hand experience that evening..that was very meaningful to me..as in the future when he might go forever..so i had those memories to be remembered..

[dari asha] kaki ayah..yg disnap pada sabtu petang

and the previous day..which was wednesday..had a call from mek..she informed me that my grand uncle had just passed away..after some kinda long ill..alhamdulillah i had the chance to pay him a visit during last holiday..so i wasn't feeling so much aggrieved..but..still felt sad with his loss..

it's been a week now..he still warded..how i wish that the distance between kangar and kota bharu is just about one hour journey..how i wish..then..i can go back every weekend to devote myself as a daughter..before my devotion is to be given to my husband..Allahuallah...how i wish Ya Allah


praying hard that everyone can stay strong..him mostly..remembered what he said to me..on that saturday morning..before i went to the bus station..Ya Allah...


syukran jazilan..thank you very much..terima kasih tak terhingga
to those who cares..kepada semua yang mengambil berat...
*kadang-kadang..apabila berlaku sesuatu kepada kita..we can found out which one is kawan/sahabat/rakan*
whatever it is..thanks to all who asked, pray for him..and advising and giving me support to stay stronger..
thanks for that full support too..yang tak terhingga

baby itu comel

comelkan dia..weee~ [kredit]

apakah tujuan asal usul saya meletakkan gambar baby yang comel itu di sini?..
sebabnya..haha
sebab dia sangat comel lah..hihi
dengan gigi empat batang je..weee~ 
oh..dan gambar dia saya jumpa di enjin carian pakcik Google ya
[untuk anda di sana] bukan sebab itu ya..haha 




saya nak story sikit la
i think this is fun to me
and i don't even hurted
but i am happy for it
and already get used with it

ceritanya ialah tentang
ramai orang yang saya jumpa buat pertama kalinya tidak akan mengatakan yang saya sudah berumur 21 tahun pada tahun ini (okay..lagi 1 bulan 8 hari sebelum saya genap 21 tahun)
it's various
ada yang akan guess saya baru lepas SPM
ada yang akan kata saya masih form 2/form3
and ada yang lagi extreme kata saya budak darjah enam(!)aigo..yang ini memang lah..haha~ that one was yesterday..
yang hari ini teacher dekat sekolah yang saya buat SBE ini tanya saya umur berapa sebab dia cakap dia tengok saya macam kecik je (kecik molek..kui3~) apabila saya cakap 21 tahun..dia cakap seperti2 yang di atas lah..so i said to her that many people said that to me that now i get used to it..hihi
now i get used to it
well..i take it as a good thing..
orang akan ingat saya lagi muda dari usia saya
well..awet muda lah saya..wahaha (erk..okay..over disitu..maap)
isn't it a good thing? when you're already like in 30's, but people think you're in 20's..hihi 
be positive always..hehe
[walaupun yesterday something happened..that i wasn't strong..huhu~ i'm sorry..appreciating that a lot]


ayat yang paling saya akan ingat ialah ini
seorang makcik mengatakan ini kepada saya setelah dia tahu saya dah berumur 21 tahun
ketika di satu kenduri di kampung (lupa dah nama kampungnya) di ipoh ini
"kesian kat kamu ye..takde orang tua nak menyembang dengan kamu sebab muka budak-budak"
takpe je makcik..saya okay saje..hihi (senyum)

SBEing

esok akan ke SBE the third

nak buat apa taktau kat sekolah esok

dah la seorang diri ni

kak han pon takde dekat sekolah esok

nak kena iring pupils pergi tournament netball peringkat zon

layan buku dr.gray sensorang jelah kot

esok baru 1st day...kui3~

nak survey environment di sekolah itu dahulu..hihi

happy SBEing to all IPG students sem 3 all over Malaysia..

yang dah start ari ahad tu sorry lah baru wish..hihi~

ooh..some news

intake Jun 2012 is open again

kepada sesiapa yang sedang menunggu result exam SPM yang akan diumumkan 22 Mac nanti boleh la pakat pergi apply

is that a great news or what eh to us?haha~

"saya menunggu anda untuk menjadi imam saya..untuk mengimamkan solat saya..menjadi imam yakni ketua untuk rumah dan tangga saya..dan seterusnya menjadi imam dan ketua untuk keluarga kita..dan juga pembimbing saya untuk terus mengikuti jalan-Nya yang benar dan menuju ke satu destinasi yang sama dan dengan satu matlamat yang sama.."

(dimanakah wahai anda berada?..)

flowers

sungguh saya tidak mengetahui bunga apakah ini..menjumpai ia di sekitar rumah..hidup berdekatan rumput-rampai..hihi

Everything has its beauty, but not everyone sees it.

Everyone has their beauty, but its up to them how to cherish it.

Whatever you are, be proud of it.

it's true right?

saying less this time.

i am sorry

let's continue our habitual doing

ohhhoo!!!!!

what a dream that i had..again!

kinda happy this time =)

craving to know?

ngehehe~