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new semester again

semester 4 PISMP

dan dengan itu

sem ini sem terakhir untuk SBE

dan

tahun depan..yakni tahun depan..bermula lah fasa praktikum pertama

Allah...terasa lama..tapi cepat je masa berlalu

pejam celik pejam celik

tinggal dua tahun lagi nak habiskan pengajian di sini

dengan berbaki 4 lagi semester

sebelum posting

dan ketika itu

cabaran dan tugasan sebenar bakal bermula..hoho

okay..put that aside first..praktikum pun tak lagi ni..haha

sem ni SBE before raya

jadi, saya membuat keputusan untuk menjalani SBE di sekolah sekitar rumah sahaja..supaya..dapat puasa lama sikit kat rumah..insyaAllah

di awal semester..biasalah tu..kalau dengar orang berazam macam-macam

tp..sampai je tengah..hmm..entah ke mana

(saya la tu..haih)

jadinya

sem ini

taktau mahu berazam ke tidak..haha (teruk betul la.. T_T )

i'll go as the flow and as the support received insyaAllah :)

stress.crisis.fb

stress is in the air...crisis..had settled maybe? tons(?) of work to do?..okay fine..that's exaggerating..and i ended up..deactivating my fb account. bye all my fb friends..it'll be activated again..i'll think of it later on..being on9 created tense to me. and lead me to procrastinate much of my time. so, what's better? throw my lappy or deactivate fb account. it seems that deactivating fb account is easier..haha~

screen captured

the lists

the list goes on

well....these are just some of it

-char kuey teow kt kedai itu

-steamboat

-nasi lemak mom's cook

-oh..ice cream..there..hihi

-brocolli goreng campur cendawan..homemade..wee~

-ayam masak merah..homemade

-mee kari di KKH

-pucuk paku pakis goreng..homemade *asyik2 homemade.. T_T*

-ayam percik..homemade jugak

-ketam masak lemak..homemade..ohho!!

yang baru terfikir...hihi~

thinking about thinking

thinking about same thing?

how could it be?

how would it be?

what's inside it?

hmmmmm.....really curious

do u really thinking what i am thinking?

if it was

then

it'll be....errrrr

but

u ain't telling it clearly

so how i would know it

'cause sometimes the waves can't reach me u know

do i have to wear this to get it?huhuhuhu....

if i had it

then it'll be great..hahaha

hmmmmm

thinking

about 

thinking

again!

p/s: really like the do'a that u pray....bimbinglah kami ke jalan-Mu Ya Allah..ke jalan yg benar..

truth

truth

is something hard to do or to tell

now

i'm just waiting for the truth

i've been lazy to seek for the truth

so

i

just

wanna 

stay

and 

let 

the truth

comes to me

so that

i'll be better

and the pain

might be lesser

this one is really nice!!!

wednesday yg tiada words

wordless wednesday

wednesday yg tiada words

same je tu kan? hehe

today i knew two great news

1st one was last night

i knew my result for final exam last sem

alhamdulillah i passed..though a bit sad it's kinda low..huhu...buttt.........i am very grateful for it

what for sure is

this sem i need to put extra work

and need to start doing revision earlier

and lessen the procrastination

that was really hard to do..huhuhu

and another one is

i passed my jpj car test..alhamdulillah..yippeee!!!(buat style datuknye charlie dlm movie Charlie and the Chocolate Factory..hihi)

today though the real test..able to drive calmly..though really afraid with the jpj tester beside me.'cause he looked fierce..huhu..but he kind actually..

and i've received some good comments from him about my driving..hihi..ya la 'cause i drove slowly..afraid that i'll fail..huhu

yesterday while practising..i drove clumsily..so sad..but alhamdulillah today it didn't happened like yesterday...fuhhh

and that's all for my wednesday

today was just wednesday

but i feel like had being here for week now..though the reality is i only had been here for four days now..haisy..this is so bad..

ABC

mata hati

tidak pernah berdusta

ia bukan 

seperti lidah yang tidak bertulang

apa yang terfikir 

itu

ada

menahan rasa

itu sukar sekali

tidak seperti

sesenang belajar membaca ABC

hampir aku tersungkur

ya

hampir sekali

tapi ku tabahkan hati

ku gagahkan diri

ku ampuhkan jiwa

semua itu bukan senang

namun dengan bantuan Dia

itu semua bukan mustahil

ya

dengan bantuan dan kasih sayang Dia

dan aku mengharapkan

perjuanganku 

akan berjaya

dan membuahkan hasil yang sangat manis

di akhirnya

insyaAllah

tika ku lesu 

hadapi hidup

kau hembuskan

nafas semangat

penawar hati

menggenggam janji

bertemu tanpa jasad

berbicara tanpa suara

ku mengharapkan kehadirannya..
yg sudah lama tdak datang bertamu..
ingin sekali ku melihat dia..
yg selalunya hadir tiap kali slps gerimis..
bkn gerimis yg kupinta..
tp kehadiran si dia..
sang pelangi,
yg kuharap mampu menceriakan hari-hariku. 

walaupun sang rembulan sudah memunculkan diri

namun aku masih merindui sang pelangi

kerana aku tau

aku xkan mampu utk menjadi spt sang pungguk (xdak keje duk termenung saja..haha)

dan aku juga tdak mahu

aku masih

mengharapkan kehadirannya

utk menemani hari petangku.

p/s: xleh..nk taip jgak..even td dh nekad nk tido..haha..kna luahkn jgak..tkot esk lupa..

ps1: maaaf...mood ke'jiwang'an kembali..hehe

merindui

aku di sini

sangat merindui

mu

wahai

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*

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bantal busukku

ohh

rindunya aku dgn baumu

kelembutan tubuhmu

yg sering menemani tidur malamku

dariku berumur 9 tahun

maafkan aku krn tdak membawamu pulang

maafkan aku krn curang dgnmu sepanjang cuti ini

maafkan aku krn aku mencari penggantimu yg lain sepanjang cuti ini

maafkan aku 

wahai bantal pelukku

sabarkan kepulanganku 3 mggu lgi

wuwuwuu

wakakakaka

best x cite ni?

hik3

blueing..

alhamdulillah

wahhh!!!

best3!!!

semuanya dh jd kaler biru..(kpd yg xsuke kaler biru, xyah tgk senang..)

suke sgt2!!

hak3

trimas kakak m'beritahu cara utk m'birukn blog sy nih..hik3

esok petang ade exam..Philosophy of Education in Malaysia..(bunyinya agak ngeri bkn??..haha)

tp still ade mase utk m'edit blog & m'buat post bru..

well

kerajinan 

dan 

keyakinan itu mesti ada..haha

and utk exam esk

keyakinan & tawakal itu mesti ada

Allah bkal bersama kita semua

and not too late lg kn..

good luck to all IPG students who will be having their final exams tomorrow and next week and special good luck to all TESLians Sem 1..hihi

do your best k

jgn lupe bwak M-16 utk sesi tembak-menembak

jgn lupe bwk kelengkapan yg sepatutnya..e.g.:pen, pencil, eraser, etc

and jgn lupa bwk kad matrik, i/c, slip exam..kalo x xleh exam jgk la anda2 semua..

sgt tenang ptg td dpt kluar jln2 dg kembarku

and dpt ckp byk2 dgn dia..(haha..aku kn memg talkative)

dia nk pgi playground..(xpuas main mase kecik2 dolu2)

tp cancel 'cause playground tu dkat dgn court bola tampar

and ramai sgt org disitu

so just decide utk pusing mktb & jln2 ke tasik

final place yg kiteorg stay kat jeti kat tasik tu

rugi xbwak mknan td

tp w/pun xde mknan..ikan2 disitu ttp mengerumuni(susah pyh aku eja perataan nih) jeti itu

rase mcm nk tgkp and bwak blik msak je ikan2 tuh

best2 jgok jln2 ptg2 gitu.dgn cuaca yg agak...wahhhh...enak skali utk tido..x panas..lain dr kebiasaan dkat perlis nih yg t'kenal dgn cuaca panas

haha

duk melayan fikiran disana..melihat2 pemandangan(yg xbrapa nk indah)

then blik tunggu keropok lekor yg kirim kat org yg pgi night market(smpt karok bbrapa lagu dgn si kembar berirama..haha)

and

tonight

dpt berita yg

shocking giler3 wa ckp sama lu....!!!!!!

oh Ya Allah

tlg kawal perasaan sy

xtau mcm mane perasaan td

xleh nk oyak sero

raso seram sejuk pon ade

tp yg pastinya berita itu agak m'ganggu jiwa sy wahai kakakku syg..hehe

tp m'dgr nasihat kamu utk sabar

so sy akn sabar

"biar seram sejuk, asal jgn sakit"

like byk3!!

tunggu lpas semuanya dh settle blh settle hal yg satu itu

xpon i'll just wait to see what will happen next and follow the flow

we'll see if it'll work out

haaaaahhhhhhh.......

lega dpt ckp dgn mak

gelak2 byk2 sama dia

ckp awl2 my wish nk mkn ape..haha

x menyempat2..mak aku ckp..cuti lamo kan..blh tehe nk mkn eh..hehe..syg kamu

nk tercerita dh td psal hal itu

naseb baek eden sempat than dr t'kluar dr mulut

fuhhh

biarlah dulu

xyah cerita'in lg lah..tunggu dulu

klau traffic light dh b'tkar lampu hijau bru aku cerita'in..hik3

till then

adieu..:p

blue colour

aku dh lame in love for blue colour ni

kalu blh, everything i want it to be blue

tp, xleh la kan

kna ade gak la variety of colour, so that my life will be colourful

ye ke? hmmm..papejelah kn..

although i'm in love with blue colour now, but i fell in love with pink colour first, now that pinkish obsession had decreased a lot, but still do like it

as one of my friend had said back in schooling time, don't be obsessed with the one colour that u like, that's why i try to make it variety

~eh, die suke biru gak ke? (sape tah)~

some facts here

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# looking at sth blue in colour can boost your idea..

(time tgh stuck tu blh la pandang langit byk2)

#warna biru warna komunikasi..(tu sebabnye celcom is blue kot..)

#warna biru berkait rapat dgn kalenjar tiroid yg mengawal metabolisma badan & lontaran suara..(ini fakta semata2..mgkn betul, mgkn salah)

#org yg suka biru dikatakan setia pd pasangannya..(betulkah?..hihi)

#org suka biru mendambakan ketenangan & ketenteraman..(sbab tu kna slalu tgk langit..langit kan biru..hehe)

#org suka biru juga selalu m'dpt kesulitan dlm percintaan krn cenderung menyembunyikan perasaan..(errrrrr....no comment!)

#biru blh mengurangkan tekanan..(focus pd sth yg biru..blh meransang suasana tenang & mengurangkan tekanan darah..)

but

out of blue..(perkataan blue byk digunakan..positively okay)

tersuke warna brown/coklat/koko

tp

the love for blue is stronger

and lepas ni 

berhajat nk beli baju yg berwarna brown

insyaAllah

p/s:tdk semua fakta diatas blh dipercayai..itu adlh fakta yg dibuat oleh manusia..mungkin ada betulnya, mungkin ada salahnya..renung2kan & selamat beramal

penat

dua tiga hari ni aku berasa sgt penat

w/pun bkn ade keje byk sgt pun..(byk jgak la kalu nk dikira, tp blum buat..hik3)

pastu ditambah dgn masalah itu

membuatkan aku hanya ingin tido

ptg td pun lpas blik. trus tido, bgn2 dh petg

and rase mcm nak demam

dh rasa nk balik umah sgt2 la nih

tu bleh smpai rasa nk demam

dgn org2 yg duk post tang nk blik umh kat 'mukabuku' tu

dh keje nk exam i duk study 'mukabuku' aje

penat awok nk melayan mengkome

haisy

satu masalah lain lg

terpaksa tunggu lepas cuti bru blh settle

huh

duk mikior yg ni dgn mikior ttg final exam lg penat dr duk mikior masalah2 itu

masalah2 itu..ahhh..persetankan setan2 itu

~beruk sndri t'kejut apabila manusia m'gunakn nama mereka utk frasa terkejut beruk~

~setan2 juga terkejut apabila nama mereka digunakan dlm frasa persetankan~

(haha..ikut sedap aku la nk tulis papepun)

 skrg rasa mau syahid lg..

perlu x buat keje2 itu mlm nih?

atau

aku patut tido?

p/s:sorry to kembar berirama, td aku bls msg mu time tgh mamai..naseb baek aku taip betul..haha..esk kito g deh..hehe

differences

"the differences complete the life"

because

ianya akan saling melengkapkan kehidupan kita

krn hakikatnya setiap org berbeza

differences will added more colours in your life

differences can strengthen the bond

differences for sure will complete your life

as our life

is to complete each other's weaknesses

so that

it'll become a life

bila kamu lupa

dia ada utk mengingatkan kamu

bila kamu sedih

dia ada utk menggembirakan & memujukmu kamu

bila kamu stress

dia ada utk menenangkan kamu

bila kamu hampir jatuh

dia ada utk menyokong kamu

bila kamu dilanda masalah

dia ada utk mendengar masalah kamu, m'jdi telinga kamu

bila kamu kecewa & berduka

dia ada utk menceriakan kamu

bila kamu gembira

dia juga akan ada utk berkongsi kegembiraan dgn kamu

"When men and women (people) are able to respect and accept their differences then love has a chance to blossom." ~John Gray~

persamaan melahirkan serasian...
perbezaan melengkapkan kehidupan..
persamaan tidak akan hadir jika tiada perbezaan...
tanpa perbezaan,takkan hadir persamaan...(jiwahatikerdilku, 2011)

p/s:accept differences in life, then your life will be more colourful..

quiz

sgt best apabila m'jwab quiz literature td smbil dgr lgu

and 

alhamdulillah

semua tembakan betul

(semua jwpan sndri actually)

alhamdulillah

note on it yg baca the other day

tp tonight

still can remember it

alhamduillah

really

i guess

i can study with songs

it was proved just now

hehe

dr ptg td lgi nk dgr sgt2 lagu secret by one republic

sadly that song wasn't in my phone

so td bru dpt dgr

lgu ni psal org tu nk bgtau sume secret die

berlawanan dgn aku i yg nk tau psal some secret

tp

slps dgr lgu ni dpt kurgkn ****** aku

p/s: maafkn sy roommate krn sy tlh memasang earphone & volume di thp maximum & xdpt m'dengar apa yg anda ckp..hehehe