sick

feeling sick...huhuhu

sick with the literal meaning of sick

but also the connotation meaning of sick

and i'm sick of it

i hate this feeling

but

what to do

gotta go thru it

it just a process of adultery..hehe

and the flu

keeps coming to me

missing me huh?

but that was too much

woke up in the morning..already attacking me..huh~

going to bed at night..still attacking me

i guess it was because the weather here is a whole lot cooler than there..only early in the morning and late at night la..during daytime..Ya Allah..darn hot..

sometimes i'm sick of the flu

but

accepting it as they way it is

'cause it's a 'gift' to me..

and as always

the lymph node is fighting in the battlefield

hope it'll win and i will get my health..hehe

but that flu does't get to this level la..(see the pic below..hahaha)

*thinking of changing the song to instrumental..what do u guys think?

*listened to mohram's flute performance..very cool and calming..

*that kind of story insyaAllah i'll always tell u..

*being away..helps me to think back..doing some self-reflection..and i guess i just need to forget all the past..let it be the memory

*insyaAllah i'll be always 'ampuh' and with His help too..